First Post from Kaoshiung

Decided to revive this blog after such a long time. I can hear her calling out for me, grabbing for my attention. Attended Exploration of Human Life Ethics classes yesterday, so my dormant brain is pretty warmed up for though-provoking issues. After all the travelling and continuous eating, my body & brain is slowly switching to an unhealthy state of "so long I'm happy, I don't have to re-examine about my life"

During the class, pictures of adorable babies were flashed over the projector. I was reminded of all the happy moments I have experienced in my life, & that life is an awesome journey with so many different things to touch, feel, hear & see.

But do we always feel so that way? Unfortunately, no. Humans are not perfect creatures, & we are always hungry for more. This flaw has been in our blood right from the olden days. If we are not greedy, would the serpent have succeeded in tempting Adam & Eve into eating from the forbidden tree?

We humans, tend to err. This trait alone, is sufficient enough for us to look back at out life & improve on our quality of life, repent on our mistakes & most importantly, not to commit the same error again. Like what Sorcrates said, " An unexamined life is not worth living." I can't agree more with that.

To examine our life, it meant to make changes & fine tune our life, to live a quality life. But what defines a quality life? It's all subjective. In my opinion, experience & discover life. Be curious about everything. Open ur perception to everything. Learn everything that passes through ur hand. Be kind to people & don't judge them easily. And for me, I still have so much more to improve on.

When alcohol doesnt help anymore

i thought that everthing will be over once I've forgotten bout him
Yes, I succeeded in doin that, only to realise that another "him" has surfaced
I dont ask for anyone, I dont need anyone to love or protect me
I only ask for my heart to be subtle
I need no additional person in my love
I only want peace

Just one person

yeah
tat is a promise
haha
u come back i confirm will celebrate with u
haha
till then stay cheerful k
haha
hope u are feeling better now
haha
cheeers man
i go slp le
haha
night

Seriously, one word, one sentence from him outwin the whole lot of comforting speech by others

Like weng said, Just *** * *** can seriously make u smile

I keep telling myself to draw the line but i cant

Someone fly to Perth and slap me aye?

Revelation

Wonder if I have a serious flaw in my character
I get people ps-ing me for housing and for modules enrolment - its okay
they are all new friends after all and prolly dont care much about me
but its strange when u get the same treatment from good friends
feeding u with all these last minute information, standing u up, etc
relationship wise, being treated like a toy - alright i resigned to that though i know better than anyone else I have put in my whole heart and soul
frienship wise, more than just my heart and soul, but every bit of me, to render any help if needed, staying up to listen to the rants, all the grievances. I've done every bit I could to make them feel better.
I dont know what more can I do to make myself a more worthy friend - a friend that can be taken seriously for
It's so disappointing and hurtful to get all these at the end of the day
I dont deserve the best, but I definitely dont deserve the worst
How much do I actually worth in people's heart
Maybe Im the one who is fucked up, not anyone else

Fields of gold

My interpretation

it’s about courtship, some mistakes along the way, forgiveness, marriage, growing old

It was during summer, when the west wind was blowing. It was the time where they met – in the barley fields. Whenever the west wind blows, she will be reminded of him. They’ve had their share of joy during that summer. She longed for him to stay in the fields and spend the rest of their life together. He’s disappointed her in the past, but is determined to be with her for the rest of his life. Many years later, they had kids and were leading a tranquil and peaceful life in the barley fields where they first met. This happiness so real that even heaven is jealous of this ordinary pair of beings.

Welcome gal

Its true that people from the real world fend for temselves only
Rather being unkind to them, tit for tat, I'll still prefer being nice
Not for gratitude, but it makes me feel better
Today was a disappointing day
Exchange friends werent being too friendly
Slp away this awful day!

Perth Summer Tours

Alright, this blog is gonna be my personal blog, way different from what lettersfromdownunder are meant to be.

I'm so glad that neo actually texted me to wish my hapy cny, and later on another email, cos i've already go to bed.

I'm waiting for the arrival of his letter! All the way from Spore! Happy! (:

twist and turn

good things are worth the wait (:
though no one knows the ending
the glimpse of hope shall lead me on
he can influence one to live life to the fullest
he is different from all others



partner, if ur reading this, stop imitating my N**, THE *N* (: